by Queen Elsa » August 6th, 2016, 2:48 am
I knew that's what he had meant when he said he wanted to talk after work. I was fully prepared. It still hurts though, especially hearing him say it in person. I'm actually glad now that I told him I like him over text, because if I did it in person... *shudders* I don't even want to think about that. What I didn't realize was that it wasn't just the kids who were noticing; he noticed, too. But the question I have now is: What do they notice? What do I do differently now than what I did two weeks ago when I told him? I have no idea, so now I just have to avoid him at all costs. Now, if I even look in his direction, I quickly look away and criticize myself for even looking there. If he's in a room that I'm in, I'm going to try leaving that room. Maybe even avoid the staff room when he's in there if that's what it takes. I just don't want to make things more uncomfortable for him, and obviously what I'm doing right now is, so... whatever.