by Shadowfax » December 7th, 2013, 7:05 pm
SilverEye woke from her restless sleep and saw that Farkus was sleeping opposite her still, his arm around their daughter and his hand still clinging to Silver's. For a moment Silver watched, enjoying their company and their smiles as they slept peacefully before her. Silver could not sleep so well as them these days though. The past haunted her still and sleep never came to her easily anymore. It was like thoughts of the past were forever being pushed to the front of her mind whenever she retired to sleep for the night.
During the day, brave face on, but come the nights... That's when it all hit her. Slowly, she pulled her hand away from Farkus and got to her feet. She strode across the room but halted in her tracks to look back at the peaceful sleepers. Nothing would ever be the same between her and Farkus again. Never. Did he really forgive her though? Could he forgive her entirely for all she had done to them? She knew she still loved him, but she wished she didn't. It would make the whole thing so much easier and less painful for her.
She could never get her old life back and she had to accept that. All the while she was in the Dark Brotherhood, she was a danger to the pair of them.
"Is that what I really want though? To be with them in the Brotherhood or to live my old life where i'd be hated by many and the relationship Farkus and I had strained by the memories of that day?" Silver muttered as she placed her hand on the door.
Sighing and with the tears coming, she bolted from the room.
***
Just as Rahk's went to pick up the roll and eat, an arrow pierced the fresh bread and sent it flying to the otherside of the room. The bread and arrow hit a pillar on the other side of the room.
"Sorry, were you going to eat that?" Aela teased as she strode out of the shadows towards the table.
She placed the bow down on the table before Rahks.
"Had to test it before I gave it to you. Eurland made this in the night for you"