Shadowfax wrote:Julie Skywalker wrote:Terrified and sick to my stomach...
What's up hun? <3
My girlfriend told me today that she keeps feeling like if she's gonna be in a full-on relationship then every aspect of her life will be tied to that person, and she'll have have to make sure they always know what she's doing and if there's a change of plans. And she doesn't know if she wants that, but she won't know until she tries... I felt safe in this relationship until now because she's mentioned several times 'when we get married' and 'when we're living together' and maybe it sounds silly but I know I want to be with her forever, I thought I knew what love was before but I didn't. I'm prepared to leave my country to be with her, but she doesn't know if she even will like having a relationship, and the only way for her to find out is for us to try, which means I just have to hang around in limbo until next summer, maybe later, before I know anything for sure... and she just dropped this on me not long ago and now has gone to bed.
As tomorrow is a school day, it's extremely difficult for us to talk then, and I don't know what to do. Like, it's only 5:26 pm here, and it's gonna be at least until 10 AM before I can talk to her again, potentially later than that, and I can't get rid of these kinds of feelings by myself.
