What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[SophieCub]

I stood up for myself for myself for the first time ever, I've lost most of my friends because of it but I'm just too proud of myself omg. They'll come running back to me anyway, they always do. x3

[Si-Amber]

Last night in GCG. It's gone too quick, I'll be leaving in 12 hours.

[Shadowfax]

This film is sooooooooooooooooooooo odd xD

[Carl]

Today has been such a mixed bag.

[juhouh]

What makes people snore that much..

[Carl]

Ok that's enough life for today. Hopefully I'll feel better once I've slept. I don't want to ruin the little time I'll get tomorrow over this. I make a big deal out of everything.

[Buffy]

I don't have enough energy to deal with this event tonight...

[KingCub]

After the past few years, I can definitely testify this. I'm pretty sure you're right. Problem is, not everyone has that key solution to getting through it all.

My family doesn't really have money troubles anymore, but there are always problems to face, no matter the financial situation. It's a simple fact of life: we always see a way to improve our situations, so we'll create problems even if they don't exist.

In my case, more often than not, the problem is reversed. My life is pretty easy by almost anyone's standards, but sometimes I find that everyone is busy with someone else, or off doing their own thing. That's typically the way it works.

I don't know how many times I've spent all my time working and worrying about school, and then when I'm ready to take a break and have a nice, relaxing chit-chat, there's no one around. Everyone is always busy, occupied, or completely uninterested, and I'm left to work things out on my own.

It isn't necessarily a bad thing, and those situations have helped to make me more independent, thoughtful, and insightful on my own.

But that's when things really suck. That's also when it's best not to think that way. If you realize that you're missing that one thing that would actually help, it only makes the situation worse. Add in the placebo effect, and you're really only screwing things up even farther by thinking like that.

And, besides, it's not like there aren't other ways to get through life. Starting a new hobby or finding a new interest can turn any bad time into a much more pleasant one.

There's more than one solution to solving any problem, certainly. While having friends and family help you through your problems is the preferable solution, it isn't the only way.

When people say "oh, you just need people in your life," and you know they're right, but you don't feel like you have it, it's kinda like a slap across the face. It's almost devaluating, in an odd way. It's odd because it shouldn't be that way, but it can be interpreted as such.

And again, I'm probably reading into this way too much, but I just needed to say that. When or if you have to face a tough time without anyone there to help you, it's a completely different situation. In that case, it will require a completely different outlook on life.

I'm not sure if that's what the situation is, in this case. But anyway, it's something to consider, at the very least.

Ya, I hate when people say that. I feel like that never really works for me, as I would rather do things on my own. Its not that Im afraid to get help from someone, but I would rather be left alone to work on it.

We have never really had money issues ever, so I guess you could say I have had it easy up until now.

In a nutshell, turns out that my dads company has shut down there division, and everyone job is closing. And, with his field of work, there are a lot of jobs open in the US that are really good. In the end, I would do anything to keep from moving, as I just have High school, flying, and university here that I need right now.

I think Im just worrying about this too much, but I just hope it all works out.

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That was a really good night! That school looks soooo good, but I just hope I can do what I need to do there!

[Lauren]

I swear, that woman in the Big Fish musical commercial looked a lot like Bellatrix.

[SophieCub]

Time to finish this video.