I have no one to talk to so I'll just whine here, sorry to anyone who read this moany post. Just need to let it out.
As some of you know I went to a party last night with my friends. We wanted to leave right away because all the 'popular' kids were judging us and they were really drunk. This super-drunk guy in my class kept coming up to us and was trying to make fun of us, it was annoying and then he started to do stupid dances infront of us. I felt he was mocking us. We all got up and danced and we started to feel better but we still wanted to go home.
Later that night I saw my crush dancing with his girlfriend, I can't blame him. I was sitting down watching them because I was a little depressed. Then I saw him lean in for a kiss so I went to the toilet to cry a little bit myself. I managed to put on my brave face and left the toilet to see that all my friends had left and went home. I felt like an idiot but a few girls in my class told me to stay with them and keep on dancing. So I did. I can't believe my friends left me at the party all by myself while I was clearly really upset. They know I have issues. They don't even know I'm in a mood with them, I'm just going to lose all contact for awhile, can't be bothered with their crap.
Plus before we went out these two girls I'm closer to had a drink before they went to meet me. Now, one of the girls judges me whenever I drink and rolls her eyes. I don't know what her problem is when I have a good time. They went home together and had a sort of sleepover I think. So I went home and my mum and I just drank wine all night because I was so upset and alone. Just really pissed off with it all. Happy I've got it all out now. :c













