I wonder why this week sucks so bad... oh right, new phone (though it's not here yet), new laptop, new cards... that's not one, but THREE good things... the consequence I get for that would pretty much have to equate to a long time of suckage. And suck it has. MAJORLY. Ever since Friday night, everything has been hell.
I've got about a dozen or so physical ailments right now, loads of stress, school has come back, my sister's constantly trying to make me only go where she wants and complaining to me about all of her problems any time she's around but creating many for me and not being sympathetic at all to any of mine, I'm barely home, and I have almost no chances to talk to my girl. All I can do is go to school and then come home and just..
exist. There's nothing I feel like doing and no one is making me feel any better about anything. I'm just alone and miserable and mindlessly doing things I need to do. All I want is to have a good day.
Or to curl up by my girl and cry... but she's not here.

Not to mention, she keeps ending up leaving me to go hang out with other people when I'm at my worst, like seriously, why all this at once....
And to top off the suck, I can't even connect my new computer to the wifi network... and from the sounds of it, will have to wait until Friday to do so. Friday being the day I was HOPING to ATTEMPT to finally relax, but I guess I won't be doing that...
Murphy's effin' law...