What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[Regulus]

Meh...

You know what, I think I may as well go play some more FC3 tonight. Can't hurt to take my mind off of things for another 8 hours.

[Carl]

^You ok?

[Regulus]

I'm fine, at the moment. Just totally uncertain of nearly everything, and there really is nothing (within reason) that I can do about it.

I can't know what I'm going to do after this year, but perhaps more importantly, I don't really even know *what* I want to do. But that's only the tip of the iceberg, the larger part is that I have no idea how I'm going to get a job and live on my own, if I am even provided with that opportunity.

I don't know anything. I don't even know why it's bothering me as much as it is. I don't even know if I've explained it as well as I would have liked to.

Bleh, I need a vacation.

[OuRaion]

They left me at home by myself.
And wifi.
They're going to get a shock when they find its half gone meheheheh.
No, I wouldn't do that. I'm not that mean.

[Carl]

I'm fine, at the moment. Just totally uncertain of nearly everything, and there really is nothing (within reason) that I can do about it.

I can't know what I'm going to do after this year, but perhaps more importantly, I don't really even know *what* I want to do. But that's only the tip of the iceberg, the larger part is that I have no idea how I'm going to get a job and live on my own, if I am even provided with that opportunity.

I don't know anything. I don't even know why it's bothering me as much as it is. I don't even know if I've explained it as well as I would have liked to.

Bleh, I need a vacation.

I've been having similar concerns myself. It's not something there's an easy answer for. That's why I'm just continuing to do what I've been doing, and I think why I'm attempting to become a teacher, because honestly I don't know what I'd do if I wasn't going to a school everyday. As a kid, I always thought I'd want to get away from school and do something cool, but now the only thing that seems plausible for me is to remain in the familiar environment of education. Aside from that, I know nothing, and I don't even particularly want that, but I'm running out of time to decide so I'm just going with it.

As far as getting a job and flying solo, that's tough on pretty much everyone right now I think. I've certainly had no luck getting a job, nor has my brother or his girlfriend. Hell, it's tough enough finding some place that's hiring. Plus it's a big change moving out and having to take care of everything for oneself. I've yet to do that myself, but I have had to take care of things, such as groceries, gas, and bills before, and it just isn't and won't be easy.

Basically I'm just saying that unfortunately, I've no advice to give, cos I don't know either. I'm sure you'll do fine though, and I'm sure you'll get a vacation eventually.

[OuRaion]

I'm so bored I've resorted to taunting Siri.

[Regulus]

I just don't know. The coming years will be very difficult, but very interesting, to say the least.

Sadly, this website (and the internet in general, I guess) is the only sort of stability I will have. And that, in itself, is equally frightening.

[OuRaion]

Still no one? Really?

[Buffy]

I'm getting late night Michael Jackson feels.

[Carl]

I just don't know. The coming years will be very difficult, but very interesting, to say the least.

Sadly, this website (and the internet in general, I guess) is the only sort of stability I will have. And that, in itself, is equally frightening.

They will, and they'll continue to be that way for quite some time I'll bet, but they will become easier (if only easier to put up with) the more of them pass.

Maybe I'm just weird, but I see having the internet for stability as a good thing- so long as you have a good connection. The reason is that the internet can go wherever you go, and the distractions and friends you have there can be accessed at any given point should they be needed. Of course, it would be better to have something besides just the internet, but having it is much preferable (imo) than having no stability at all.