I have thoughts I don't even want to describe, it might scare you guys, and, though it's halloween,

Now the travel agency even screwed up my well-deserved holiday trip, I worked so hard for it, and it was the only nice thing to look up to.
Sorry guys, I'm too sad and confused to be any contribution to the forum. Knowing myself, I won't be a nice person in my posts if I am like this.. I'll come up here when everything turns better. If it does.
Thanks for the good times everyone, big hug and I'll come back when I'm feeling in the mood for TEH LULZ again
