by ScarsLove » February 3rd, 2013, 3:44 am
You tell me to be positive, I'm positive. And then you tell me to be positive after ranting, raving and harping on me for the past 45 minutes about how I'll never be prepared for the outside world, that I don't do stuff according to what your perfectionized version of me might do, I don't do stuff at the specific time you'd like me to, I don't go where you want me to go, telling me to just 'get over it' when it's a lot easier said than done, telling me that I'll be a failure for the rest of my life and practically saying I'll never be something to make anyone proud. And then you have the damnation to come to me and say 'You're negative all the time!' when I try to be positive but everything you say to me brings out nothing but the negative.