A Time of Mourning.

[Applejack]

With many thanks to this pride, this day is almost over. Now comes the cold, lonely night in which I sit in my bed, unable to close my eyes for fear of seeing it vividly again. In this, there is nothing that can be done.

[Yumacub]

Have an imaginary girlfriend! I mean still the same one but, only you can see her! ^^ I have an imaginary boyfriend and it works for me cuz I'll admit i'm in love with a certain cartoon and he is right next to me! ^^ sorry, hope this helps/eases pain. She can be your gardian angel!

[Applejack]

After all this time, theres only been one person that I've had feelings for, yet.. she turned me down. Harshley If I may add.

[thanigraphics]

I really know what you mean. My best friend let me down when I needed him the most. After years of close friendship he said he wanted to talk. So we made an appointment to see each other. I was waiting for him. He called. "I am not coming to you. never wanna see you again. dont want to talk to you again. bye"

After all that I did for him. And he called my parents that I was stalking him. And this is just a tiny part of all the [censored] I've been through in life. Before I met Thani I just hated people. Just because they were people.

But what do you expect after beeing bullied for almost half of the life.

[Applejack]

Heres one for you. I just got this note on AIM from someone in my school. I dont know who it is, and it confuses me. Figures they sent it on this day...

Watergate, I've been thinking about you a lot...you're so nice, sweet, smart, funny...just amazing to be around and to talk to. I know its kind of sudden, but I think I like you...I wish you would hug me and hold me a little longer...or a lot longer. You're so awesome and I'm glad you can't read this, because I'm sure you could never feel the same about someone like me...but...I still sorta kinda hope...even though I know it could never happen...You're just an awesome, amazing person...
-Your Admirer

[RayCat]

I'm really really sorry about what happened NukaKun.
We all understand the pain you're going through, and we're all here for you- no matter what, because We are One! I honestly hope things turn out okay, because I actually know someone who had something like this, traumatized by something horrific they've seen. Now I'm not saying you are traumatized, I just mean... well it's difficult to explain, but the point is if you ever need anyone, we're here! *huge hug*

[Applejack]

Thank you, and god bless everyone on this forum for helping me.

[thanigraphics]

that's what pridemembers are for!

[Applejack]

and people in the real world need to learn this.

[thanigraphics]

dude, they really should. But don't you have anyone who understands in real life?