I'm getting really ill with depression more than lately. I feel my personaility is changing for the worse and I just don't have the motivation to post anything of use lately. I have been doing so many things against my principals now. From alcohols to depressant overdoes. I don't even know who and what kind of person I am anymore but I know one thing, I'm no longer an aggressor and I don't intend to let that happen. If it must be for me to abandon my dreams so that I can live clean and pure then I will. If it means purging the pain in my heart from my sufferring a will. I can't sleep even after 4 sleeping pills, I know there is something wrong with me. And I', broken very so broken in my mind and heart. I must close whatever I'm doing here and this damn internet.
Seeya this lioness is going rogue for now but not forever
~lynx
edit:I hope I make up to you Natalie