by Alicia » April 3rd, 2011, 10:36 pm
Hey SC.
Yu didn't need to confess hat to us:). It's not like you did somehow bad by telling us your father was dead. We don't have any right to know anything aside from what you want us to know. Though it is brave of you to confess what you thought was important!
Hiya
I'm just wondering: how do you know your dad didn't love you? Do you remember him? Reason I ask is because I have a friend whose mum was very hurt in a relationship, but she also lied about my friend's father and made him out to be worse than he is. So the girl was made to believe her father didn't love her. Later though, she tracked him down, and he was so happy to see her he cried! Not saying that every story will end like that but if it's been ten years, your father may have gotten off the drugs and may be interested informing a relationship with you. Maybe. It might be worthwhile that you do some research yourself, especially if his is something that has given you depression. I'll be praying for you though, that you have a happy reunion with him one day, and that in the mean time, you feel better and get the help you need.