A Confession..

[SophieCub]

Hello everyone, I am here to say I made a little lie up about my dad. I told people he died but I dont think he did. I sayed that to make me feel better. I want to tell you the true story, I have depression because of it and I cry every night.. I know it's childish but its true. Here is the true story:

My mum dated a guy who was almost 10 years older than her and she got pregnant with his baby, the problem was he was a druggy and an alcoholic. I was born but when I was 8 months old my mum was sick of my dad and left him and no one has ever seen him again. He didnt love me, he didnt buy me any clothes or never gave me a hug and he stole the money I got. I dont remember him which is a good thing but I miss not having a dad and my mum always dumps her boyfriends. I have not seen him since I was 18 months so I cant remember him but I have one picture of him when I was born. I'm not sure if he is alive or not but I hope he is. I hate fathers day so much and I hope you guys arent mad but everytime I try to talk about him I end up in tears. Please forgive me.

[Chumvikingpride]

It's sad, really
I have more reviewed my father since I was 5 or 6 years old
all I know is that he to had cancer
but I don't care , I still have my mother and the rest of my family that loves me a lot
Finally I believe XD

[SophieCub]

Aww that stings.. but at least you happy ^^ Sadly I only have my mum, gran and granda. My cousins live far away.

[Chumvikingpride]

It remains for me my mother, my grandmother, my godmother, and my cousin

It's not much but this is already

[WildSimba]

[quote="KiarasPal"]Hello everyone, I am here to say I made a little lie up about my dad. I told people he died but I dont think he did. I sayed that to make me feel better. I want to tell you the true story, I have depression because of it and I cry every night.. I know it's childish but its true. Here is the true story:

My mum dated a guy who was almost 10 years older than her and she got pregnant with his baby, the problem was he was a druggy and an alcoholic. I was born but when I was 8 months old my mum was sick of my dad and left him and no one has ever seen him again. He didnt love me, he didnt buy me any clothes or never gave me a hug and he stole the money I got. I dont remember him which is a good thing but I miss not having a dad and my mum always dumps her boyfriends. I have not seen him since I was 18 months so I cant remember him but I have one picture of him when I was born. I'm not sure if he is alive or not but I hope he is. I hate fathers day so much and I hope you guys arent mad but everytime I try to talk about him I end up in tears. Please forgive me.[/quote]

Strangely enough, we're in the same exact situation, except I have a step-dad, that my mom has stayed with for a while. But I've only seen my real dad through the few photo's we have of him.

[SophieCub]

Really? Thats strange.. I dont know many people that have not really seen their birth dad before.

[AdAstrα]

I'm sorry to hear that and I certainly don't blame you for telling lies. I've never been super close to my dad but I can't imagine what it'd be like to not have him there, he's still part of me and I still love him. I hope things will get easier for you *hugs*

[SophieCub]

Thank you QOPR! *hugs*

[TheIvanMuse]

It's ok, SC, no one has the right to be mad at you over this, cause after all, you confessing this is a very noble thing to do. I'm sorry things are the way they are, but you should still appreciate the ones you have in your life, because they are your family and the ones that love you...

[SophieCub]

Thank you so much Ivan! Everyone on MLK is making me feel a little better already, thank you everyone! *hugs Ivan*