by Harvs » January 3rd, 2011, 7:22 pm
Sius patiently awaited Zera's answer... if she could even think of one. Thinking about it this way, Sius had done a few things right at first, but in the long run, they turned out for the worse. He had risked his life for Taro and Eeve... and now both of them hated Sius. Eeve's hate was more of a love/hate feeling. Odd, but then again so was everything they'd been through today. He'd befriended Zera, and he wouldn't have it any other way. But it soon turned into a mistake on his part which cost him Eeve's love. It looked like the only thing he might be doing right is trusting this Dakari fellow. He seemed to be very trustworthy and might have played a part in Syira's revival. Well, that's one thing. He would just have to wait and see. Finally, he came back to from his thoughts, still awaiting Zera's response.
A small chuckle escaped Sius' mouth. He'd expected nothing less from Zera but an answer of pure sarcasm. He'd hoped for a real answer this time, but beggars can't be choosers. But as Zera's response continued, Sius saw just how strong their friendship was. So, she thinks of me as her best friend too... I guess that's something By the time Zera finished her statement, she was in a very loving position, which didn't seem to bring Eeve up from her depression. Eeve and Taro were still going to help with the rogues. So, Eeve was planning on leaving too. Sius wondered if Taro would leave with her. That would put a damper on Sius' plan to make Taro king of the pride. He would have to make him king before Eeve decided to leave.
Zera asked once more for Sius to let down his defensive shell and talk to her. Something that he would no doubt regret. But then again, Zera felt as he did to her. What did he have to fear from letting her in on his little secret? Probably more than I'll ever know... Sius thought as he sighed his signature sigh.
"I really blew it this time... I thought that I might have had a chance with Eeve." Though they had all met at the waterhole, Eeve seemed like a long lost mate, brought to Sius by some unknown force. It couldn't have been Mufasa for two reasons. One, what did Mufasa care of Sius' love life? And two, why would Mufasa send him a potential mate just so he could mess it all up? It all seemed somewhat superfluous. He looked up at the cloudy sky. The rain poured harder than ever, as if to match the intense feelings in his heart. Something else occupied his mind now. He wasn't the only one who'd lost a love... Zera had done something terrible to Taro. She'd broken his heart. Shattered it beyond repair. And like always, Sius was accused for the atrocity. Eeve had been hurt in the crossfire. Zera had lost most, if not all, chance of being with Taro... and it all came back to Sius. He looked back at Zera and with a serious tone, said "You shouldn't have done that to Taro. I see how you act around him." Sius walked past, lightly bumping into Zera and then giving a friendly smile. Before he was too far away, he called back "You can probably still fix it. Just cause I can't have a mate, doesn't mean you shouldn't."
He didn't wait for Zera to reply, he would give her time to think before she blurted out an 'oh yeah?!' comeback. Upon entering the den, he saw Taro outside. At first, Sius wanted to say something like 'Ya know, the den is a lot less... wet' but he substituted a random, rhetorical, sarcastic outburst for a simple "That's no way to sleep, Taro. You comin' or what?" Probably not the best idea to agitate this already agitated lion, but even though he had tried to kill Sius earlier, he cared for him. He loved Taro just as much as he had before the misconceptions. But he didn't wait for Taro to reply. It seemed to be his thing tonight. Making statements and then leaving the lions to think about what he'd said. It was pretty fun actually. It gave him a feeling of wisdom he'd never felt before. Besides, if Taro was to be king, he'd have to start acting like it and stop brooding.
Finally back in his home. The first thing he noticed was Syira and Chanya having a stare down, and Wafu looking at Syira in an intimidating way. Sius didn't know their ages, but he already knew that he was older than all of them, and the king besides. He walked over to the small group and said "Simmer down you three. Wafu, sheath your claws." He had to show his authority somehow. Giving orders wasn't his forte, but he was the king. What had to be done, had to be done. Simple as that. "We're moving out tomorrow, so get some shuteye. I won't have any sloths tomorrow." And with that, he walked away to find a comfortable place to sleep.
Sius also noticed Dakari. He seemed to be just floating around the den trying to find someone to hang out with. Sius could tell simply from the way he looked that there was more to him than meets the eye. Ushujaa also occupied the cave. Doing much the same as Dakari, not really associating with anyone else. So what exactly is the relationship between Ushujaa and Kasi? And how come I've never heard of Ushujaa before today? Eeve also lay in the cave, facing away from the rest of the pride. Suddenly, Sius' heart felt heavy. If only he hadn't have stayed with Zera when last they were in the den. All of this drama could have been avoided. Sadly, the past was done. And the only thing to do is move on and try again tomorrow.
Eyelids becoming like weights, Sius closed his eyes and thought more about how tomorrow would go. And whether or not he would tell Zera of his plan. This was all happening so fast. There was so much to focus on. So much to think about. But there was no point thinking with a tired mind. "Don't worry Eeve... soon you'll see my real colors. You'll see just how expanding my love for you is." Sius quietly whispered before letting his mind go blank. Stomach slowly rising and falling in steady rhythm, Sius lay asleep on his back, patiently awaiting the morning.