Oh god..
Copied from MSN convo:
One of my real life friends was going to die and she did later and I was so depressed I couldn't even laugh at any of Amanda's or ML's comments and went as far as replacing some text in a book that said "be happy" to "Kill yourself"..
Seriously it was so horrible when my friend left to die, she told me to keep her school bag and some other stuff and drove away, what a depressing dream >.< and there were other students/friends in it (making it more depressing)