xKendo wrote:Some stuff happened today and I feel like I should say this to everyone here, especially the ones I was rude to, the ones who I talked to on telegram, everyone really.
I'm sorry for being a jerk, I'm sorry if I was rude towards you, I probably judged you wrong and I apologize deeply for that.
On this moment, I just want to end my stupid life, I want to scream, cry, punch someone,... because I trusted the wrong person and now that same person is judging me behind my back, the trust I had, the liking I had, is gone. I hate doing this kind of stuff on threads, but I just don't know where to go. My best friend is already done with her own problems, I don't deserve to bother her with mine too.
I'm sorry for this, I'm sorry for my childish and stupid behaviour towards anyone. Thank you for your time.
As someone involved in the matter, don't beat yourself up because of such petty people. The constant favoritism in that community is just too toxic and it blinds them from the truth. I've never thought they'd defend her like that, even after what she did. Just don't let them take you down.
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And here I thought MLK was the most dramatic place ever...I was wrong.
