GeminiGemelo wrote:^ R00d.
Anyway, hope that move goes well. Best of luck, and sorry things are so difficult right now.
-----
Sometimes I kind of wonder what the future holds. I kind of miss having someone, yet at the same time I just don't really have a clear visual of what things will be like for me. I can't see myself married and with kids, it just seems odd to me. I can't see myself being pregnant. I can't really see myself being a mother. If I were male, I feel like this would be easier for me... but I just don't know the first thing about being a mom, and I never had anyone to show me, either.
Being a "woman" just isn't really my shtick, I guess.So glad I live in a time and place where I can at least not be defined by that.
Thanks.
About the future... no one really knows what it holds. You've got some of what you want figured out, which is more than a lot of people your age. And nothing says you have to get married or have kids—if you find yourself happy on your own, that's okay. However if you do want to do those things one day, go for it, sure. Also, you wouldn't have to be pregnant if you do end up with kids one day, as adoption is possible. And finally, being a mom is the same as being a dad in most ways, and neither are things that have to be shown to someone. I know from having looked after my cousin that I could be a damn good parent, and I got thrown into taking care of him without having been taught anything when he was a baby.
Point is, do what you want, and if marriage and/or kids are involved in that, it doesn't necessarily mean you have to be a "woman."
)
I suppose I'm just kind of chilling here, ready for whatever life throws at me, but I'll have to see where I end up one of these days. I'm sure it'll all be okay in the end, it was just kind of a wishful thinking moment for me. Glad to hear everything is going well with you and your cousin, btw.
I really hope they'll either do a replay or its somewhere online, because everything is always scheduled when there's something on T.V. I actually want to watch. (I don't have fast internet or that one thing you use to record shows like normal people).
