What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[Si-Amber]

You're welcome. We haven't really spoken much, but I think you're great, you're an MLK legend and a lovely person. Peace be with you.

[Squeely]

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Yeah, I can't really do birth control either. When I was on it and got off of it, it ****ed with me so bad that I don't want to even consider going back on it, it was that awful. (Like legit it was to the point where my dad actually asked if I was pregnant, I was getting nauseous every day for about a month and apparently my mom did the same before she had kids).

Can't say I have multiple in 30 days. That sounds like hell. But they're usually irregular and painful and I get really pissy and not really fun to be around, and I've had ones with really bad bleeding before as well. It's something that runs in the family and it's another reason why I never want to get pregnant since my mom and my mom's mom both had severe issues with that also. My mom's mom apparently almost bled to death, actually.

To be honest, it kind of affects my day to day life so I kind of want to see a doctor about it. About six months ago I started a full time job and then went part time in the fall and in that amount of time I've emailed and had someone cover me for being sick twice. Thing is, I actually wasn't "sick" either time, it was more like "I'm in bed not wanting to move because my period started, but I don't want to really say that, so... sick it is". I've also missed classes because of it. Moreso than I have for actually being sick. So that really frustrates me, especially since (as I said) I have no desire to ever be pregnant. Having kids? Maybe. But no pregnancy for me. Based off that one experience I had with the birth control, it would be nine months of hell for me, and also likely dangerous.

(Not gonna spoiler this because I don't think this is too heavily tmi:)
I don't want to give birth to kids either. There's a whole lot that can go wrong with your body even during normal pregnancy, some of it too graphic to mention here, and it's like, with me being a short person with a small frame, I have a sinking feeling the graphic stuff would happen to me. There's also the fact that I experience severe dysphoria if I think about myself being pregnant. No way am I subjecting myself to nine months of that.

There's also my family history of ADD, mild autism, depression, anxiety, panic attacks, cancer, and the fact that I have a rare genetic disease known as Gorlin Syndrome. Wouldn't that just be a ball of fun to saddle a poor child with?

Then there's the fun fact that chemotherapy causes severe birth defects. Having an Eraserhead baby just does not seem like a good time.

And of course, I mean no offense to those who have kids, or want to have kids. I respect and admire anyone strong enough to go through motherhood, but it isn't for me.

[SilverSimba01]

We definitely need to find a house since we are right now 12 people living on a 3 bedroom apartment

[Squeely]

Having to be on chemotherapy pills for the rest of my life scares me. Chemotherapy isn't something people usually go through for a long time. I don't think anyone knows what its long-term effects are, but the fact that it suppresses the immune system does not bode well =/

I wonder when my tolerance for Erivedge will wane. If my stomach's rejection of Thanksgiving is any indication, it would seem that the negative effects will start cropping up more and more.

I wonder if I hold the world record for longest amount of time on chemotherapy. Most people tolerate Erivedge for 11 months, I've tolerated it for two and a half years. Call Guinness!

[Gemini]

You're welcome. We haven't really spoken much, but I think you're great, you're an MLK legend and a lovely person. Peace be with you.

Thank you so much. I really appreciate that. Wishing you the best, and good luck with that script you're working on.

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Well. I did even worse on this quiz than on the last one somehow. Under 50%. Lowest one gets dropped but my next lowest score is about a 57% so it makes little difference. I don't think these are getting curved, either.

But yeah, I probably shouldn't have even bothered to go today. It would have had the same outcome anyway...

[SilverSimba01]

I am really been hate on this site? do people don't want me here anymore?

[Soren]

^ Well, I sure don't for one.

I think I may have found someone who could be a close friend. I'm not getting my hopes too high, but if this turns out to be good, I would be...
I just can't find the words.

[Regulus]

I can talk about nasty things too:

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I often have diarrhea, generally a few times a month or so. Part of that is because I'm lactose intolerant and can't digest milk/dairy, but another part of that is just that I have this problem regardless. Just today I had to walk out of class halfway through and make a run to the bathroom. I ended up having to miss my professor talking about what to study for the final exam. I've also missed many quizzes in the past due to my sudden diarrhea attacks that sometimes occur.

I've always imagined diarrhea cramps are a lot like period cramps... lol. But I have no idea. There's no blood involved, but it sure is a crappy experience.

[Squeely]

@Twin: Sorry to hear that. Hope you can still pass, but either way, you have my support

@Snowy: I certainly don't hate you. Granted I don't know you very well, but I'm open to fixing that if ya wanna be friends.

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Learned that the only Steel move Togedemaru gets is Gyro Ball, with base 96 Speed meaning it's too fast to take advantage of it. What is with GameFreak and gimping the Pikaclones moveset-wise? They already have crappy stats. Are they afraid that if they make a Pikaclone good, we'll like it better than Our Lord and Savior Pikachu? If so, then what is even the point of making Pikaclones?

[Gemini]

I can talk about nasty things too:

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I often have diarrhea, generally a few times a month or so. Part of that is because I'm lactose intolerant and can't digest milk/dairy, but another part of that is just that I have this problem regardless. Just today I had to walk out of class halfway through and make a run to the bathroom. I ended up having to miss my professor talking about what to study for the final exam. I've also missed many quizzes in the past due to my sudden diarrhea attacks that sometimes occur.

I've always imagined diarrhea cramps are a lot like period cramps... lol. But I have no idea. There's no blood involved, but it sure is a crappy experience.

I kind of feel like you're making fun of me, which I honestly don't really appreciate right now, but I'm probably just kinda taking things the wrong way because I'm pissed at the moment so eh, whatever.

@Twin: Sorry to hear that. Hope you can still pass, but either way, you have my support

Thanks, dude. It doesn't look that great, though. Even if I ace the final (which I really don't foresee happening), the highest I can get looks to be an 87%. I don't think this class is curved, so. Whatever. I'll probably end up with like a C.