I miss being there at the group get-togethers. I kind of get that everyone's been busy, but still.... I seem to miss out on everything because of my curfew. I haven't been to one in almost two weeks. Not like my crush has even asked me since that time. I think I made things a bit too uncomfortable for him to the point that he doesn't even want to be around me anymore.... I don't know for sure, but that's what I feel like. It used to almost always be: "Do you want to come with us? I'll make sure you're home on time." Now, especially with some of the responses he gives when something's planned, it's like he doesn't want me around. That hurts. A lot. I wish I never told him. I wish I never fell for him in the first place. I miss the kind of person he used to be around me. It's almost like he's changed now, which really breaks my heart.

EDIT: My friend just confirmed that, despite avoiding him as much as possible this whole week, he still feels uncomfortable around me. I wish I never told him anything. Things would be much better that way.