What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[The Spirit of Life]

I feel like I made a lot of progress today.

[Marizzle]

I seriously hadn't realized it was this late already. But, again, I did stay up until 2 AM playing those games with mom. Quizzes for the win!

[HasiraKali]

I am very impressed with this cheap-o Yeti tumbler clone thing. The amount of ice really hasn't changed since 2:30p and it's 9:30p now.

Heard those are really good. May need to get one myself!

I got the Mossy Oak one from Walmart. That ice I mentioned there ended up lasting until the next morning. I did add a few new pieces around midnight, but I was still super impressed.

[KopsTheTerminator]

I don't get people at all. I swear from my experiences with people you can constantly try to be the best you can be and you still have things end up terribly.

Sorry to hear you feel that way but keep in mind it might not all be you.

I used to think that I was socially awkward and unable to interact with people well but once I got to college I realized that it wasn't that so much as the fact that most of my high school class was just generally s***ty and terrible people.

Yeah I'm aware of that (god knows how many people were) but the person I'm talking about isn't like that so wth did I do so wrong...? Everything was absolutely fine before.

Feels kinda sad because if something bad happened and I went back 'home' I'd probably be almost completely alone then. So even less of a home than it even was before.

I dunno I'll get over it eventually but it's just so puzzling.

[Elton John]

5:30 in the morning and it's already 79 degrees.

Oy... It's one of those days.

[linnea]

Very sleepy...

[Queen Elsa]

I wonder how and when I'll be able to meet with my advisor with my busy schedule. Maybe after work? But I'll have to try and find a ride. I wonder if one of my friends will at least drop me off there, and then maybe I could have my dad pick me up or something.... I guess I'll figure that out when the time comes.

[Marizzle]

Great, pressure, just what I needed. And, now, I don't get a reply.

[Gemini]

I am very impressed with this cheap-o Yeti tumbler clone thing. The amount of ice really hasn't changed since 2:30p and it's 9:30p now.

Heard those are really good. May need to get one myself!

I got the Mossy Oak one from Walmart. That ice I mentioned there ended up lasting until the next morning. I did add a few new pieces around midnight, but I was still super impressed.

Yeah, I definitely need one of those.

I don't get people at all. I swear from my experiences with people you can constantly try to be the best you can be and you still have things end up terribly.

Sorry to hear you feel that way but keep in mind it might not all be you.

I used to think that I was socially awkward and unable to interact with people well but once I got to college I realized that it wasn't that so much as the fact that most of my high school class was just generally s***ty and terrible people.

Yeah I'm aware of that (god knows how many people were) but the person I'm talking about isn't like that so wth did I do so wrong...? Everything was absolutely fine before.

Feels kinda sad because if something bad happened and I went back 'home' I'd probably be almost completely alone then. So even less of a home than it even was before.

I dunno I'll get over it eventually but it's just so puzzling.

I'm sorry to hear that. I understand that must be really hard to take. Maybe, if they're reasonable, try talking it out with them? It could just be an honest misunderstanding.

I know what it's like to feel like you've lost a friend suddenly, and unfortunately it does happen sometimes. I don't really have too many people back 'home' either, just my dad and two or three friends - rest have either moved or were never really that close to me. But just try not to be too hard on yourself. It might not have been anything that you did.

If you ever feel really lonely or need someone to vent to, you can always talk to me.

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I swear I get so frustrated with my family sometimes - my mom and dad still cause so much unnecessary stress even though they haven't been together in ten years. I wish I just had two parents that got along with each other, like everybody else seems to.

I feel really bad for my dad especially. It's been such a long time and he still seems to be terrified of my mom. Sometimes I wonder if he has PTSD - I know that my stepmom (a nurse) seems to think so, and she's around him a lot now.

Wouldn't be surprised in the slightest at this point just tbh.

[Tsuki]

^ Big hugs for GG and Kops
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Wow I've heard from so many friends today. It's so nice to be back in touch. And my Gran is in a home now. Thank God!