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I'm feeling lonely. My cousin never wants to hang out with me anymore if my sister is around. I remember when I was his best friend and we'd watch Toy Story on repeat and fight zombies and do all kinds of other stuff. He'd stopped hanging out with me as often before I started working, but it was fine then. Now, he spends almost all day everyday in there with my sister, watching videos on YouTube, even on my days off, even after making plans to game with me. I know he's just a kid and all, but still... I miss the way things used to be. Everything changes and I just keep ending up more and more alone.
It's kind of depressing.
Doesn't help that I accidentally let my family's supper burn and they're just gonna have to eat it anyway. I just, I feel like a failure. I do my best, but things just don't work out. I can't make the people I care about happy, I can't make life easier on myself or my folks, and I can't even watch their food properly. I let them down. I let myself down. Why is it like this?