I really don't think of her often at all anymore. I like to pretend that I'm all better, that it doesn't matter anymore, that I grew as a person from it and now everything is fine. But the truth is, while I am indeed a better person and as much as I hate to admit it, that I still care about her.
I still care about everyone I've lost... even though I know they
don't still care about me.
I wish I didn't care so much. It hurts.

Why must tonight be like this? I need to sleep for my test. It's very important...
At least I have my Ria. This little monster isn't going anywhere anytime soon. :3