My attitude about jobseeking has fallen to abysmal levels and it's not good. What the hell can I do when there's usually no jobs listed I can actually do and it's basically the same job listings I see regardless whether I last checked yesterday or two months ago?

This would be so much simpler if I was extroverted and not an overly shy mess and I
hate it.
Also when people can do interviews and do normal adult stuff just fine,
how the hell is it so easy for them?! 