I know it's not just in my head. Even among people who like me, I'm the one who makes everything awkward and makes people wanna just wander off. I guess that's usually okay, but sometimes I feel like I'm too different. Like... I don't know how to explain it. It's not a
bad feeling per se, it's just... weird. I dunno. Am I really
that awkward?
Then, on the flip side, I sometimes get approached by weirdos who are way too friendly and assume I'm just gonna open up and tell them everything, despite the fact I struggle to tell my friends. Oh yes, sounds fun.

I'm never going to understand how this "being social" thing works.