by Carl » April 24th, 2016, 10:21 pm
Weird.
Part of me is having a really great time lately living the way I did in high school during summer, which is to say, either spending my time alone in my room, in the mostly dark, listening to music, reading, writing, playing video games and occasionally drawing and watching stuff, or chilling with my brother while we both derp around in video games or play in the yard (this time with our little cousin). Also looking for work in there, but that's probly a given.
However, the other part of me is like "Broseph, you have friends, and you got used to having people outside of family. You like these people. You totes need to like maintain those friendships and maybe make more friends cos you're gonna be super sad and lame if you don't." That part of me feels lonely and wants to talk to people and suchlike, but I'm such a derpy loner I have no clue how to approach people and the other part of me is still like "FINALLY ALONE YES AWESOME," so I'm just sitting here like...
what do.