The Derpy quote I put in a sig recently... welp it's an accurate summation of about 85% or more of my social interactions.
"I just don't know what went wrong!"
I should have never started going on the internet. I was happy with just reading, writing and playing games before I started caring about people. I don't understand why I'm so hard to understand. I don't understand why I'm so difficult to get along with. I don't understand why I'm so far beyond different and weird that things just always blow up on me. I don't seem to understand anything about the real world at all.
I don't like the way things are here. I don't like that every time something good happens, something bad has to happen too. I don't like how often I feel the need to complain. I just want things to be right so I don't have to complain, and so maybe people would like being around me.