What are you whining about RIGHT NOW?!

[Carl]

^ Thanks.

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This is just not fair at all.

[Marizzle]

Of how late it is. I didn't even notice it was nearly 2 AM.

[Rollo]

I feel like I don't have an audience anymore, and to go from writing for other's enjoyment to writing for your own enjoyment...it's not the same. You miss the buzz that comes with the regular feedback and interest in what you have created. I don't get the same pleasure from fanfiction because that's not something I've created. I've only written a story, but those aren't my characters and my world. Meh.

I'm not sure what happened to them, but I do wish I'd hear from them again. I'm not sure what to do these days.

[Carl]

^ How do you even get an audience to lose? I've never succeeded in that, despite being a good author. I can't get an audience with art either, or blogs, or anything really. I'm gonna need one if I'm going to try to make money via a blog though, which I am seriously considering.

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What am I whining about? Well, I know it's foolish, but every night when I go to bed I wish as hard as I can that I'll wake up in a world where there's work I can do, where some weird nonsense doesn't take away the people I get close to, and where my body isn't wrong and sucky. I never wake up in that world though. Hell, I'd be glad for a world where just one of those things was true, but so far no luck with that either. I don't understand this life, and I don't understand this world, and I just want to live in one that makes sense. What kind of world is it where the only person who looks out for you aside from yourself is someone you're an ass to who's struggling to stand themselves?

[Rollo]

^ How do you even get an audience to lose? I've never succeeded in that, despite being a good author. I can't get an audience with art either, or blogs, or anything really. I'm gonna need one if I'm going to try to make money via a blog though, which I am seriously considering.

Lol, I won't beat around the bush, Julius, I am mainly known as an erotic writer. I got an audience through that. Granted some people may not see it as an audience you have to work for, but I worked pretty damn hard to get the attention I did. That's why I'm so upset that it seems to have left. You go from getting regular feedback to freaking out if you happen to get 1 note on Tumblr.

I'm whining about how spicy those fries were.

[Marizzle]

Of how late it is.

This. Again.

[Sigurd]

That I bought a jigsaw puzzle on ebay but later saw an ad of the same puzzle with a much cheaper price.

[Marizzle]

I have a big headache and still a few things to do.

[Carl]

My head's killing me, my stomach is upset and almost the entire rest of my body hurts or is uncomfortable in some way or another and I just want a different one already. This is old. Very old.

I knew I should have tried harder to find Neverland when I was like, 10.

[Marizzle]

Although I've slept enough, I seem to feel tired. Maybe, it's just laziness, but still...it bothers.