What are you whining about RIGHT NOW?!

[HereWeStand]

The more I think about the sad excuse of a human being I have to call my mother the more infuriated I get at all the crappy things she's done to people. I hope she enjoys the fact that she's let herself become a completely unlikeable person to anyone who's had the misfortune to meet her. Enjoy staying alone for the rest of your life 'mum', hope it was worth ruining everyone else's happiness for it.

(I could fill up many pages just writing crappy, selfish and abusive things she's done so I'll just end this here. Everytime I'm reminded of her crap it just fills me with rage.)

[Marizzle]

My leg started hurting out of nowhere.

[Carl]

I should have done this years ago. I knew. I did. But I just gave up. Stupid. It woulda been easier then.

[Marizzle]

People getting annoyed when I correct them. It's not my fault they say "If I was...".

[Carl]

Spoiler: show

I try not to talk about it much cos I know people won't understand and that it'll just bring them down, but I absolutely abhor my body. Everything about it is just awful. It's all wrong. And the thing that bothers me most about it is my stupid hand. I have mentioned my hand a lot, and my stupid knee... but the thing is, with hard work, I might be able to at least somewhat fix most of this mess I'm stuck with. If I lose enough weight and build enough muscle that may fix most of it. If it doesn't, I can save money and I can get surgery to fix my chest, might could get surgery to fix my knee. But the truth is, even so... I will never truly be me again. Because there is no surgery I can get to fix my hand. Losing weight and building muscle will not fix my hand. And I'm just not me if I can hardly write or draw.

I don't know if I can be happy with the rest of this mess one day. I can try, and I definitely am putting everything I've got into it. I have to. And I don't doubt that one day I'll be able to really enjoy my life, especially with these high spirits I've been in lately. But it takes so long to make progress, and there are some things--like my hand, among others--that I can never make right. I just don't understand why I couldn't have been born in a body that was right. Or at the very least one that works.

[Marizzle]

^ I'm sorry to hear about that, I kind of understand what it is like to have a physical limitation that impends you from doing some things. It can be pretty...frustrating, at times. I wish there was something I could do to help you.
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I'm really tired and tomorrow's already Sunday. //sigh

[Rollo]

I really wanna see Zootopia/Zootroplis, but it isn't out until the 25th here. It looks so good!

[Marizzle]

I must get up, since I'm starving...but it's so cold!

[Ninaroja]

I wish I hadn't skipped class two weeks in a row - felt like I didn't know what I was doing for this assignment

[Marizzle]

Tomorrow's Monday, which means school...ugh.