My dog headbutted me in the nose... it hurts so bad I want comfort, and I automatically thought of the one who's gone... ugh... it's been so long and there are other people who are here for me, but that still happens...

I wish I didn't have nor want such feelings for anyone. I should be fine on my own... I
want to be fine on my own...
I think that's enough of this day, if I can just get to sleep like this.