Lioness Mood: Somber/Reflective/Introspective
Lioness Physical Health: So So/Poor Nauseated!
Well Hanukkah has begun as it did at sundown today, as it will go on till the 14th at Sundown, so each day of Hanukkah, we give one gift to our loved ones, yes I'm a Soviet Russian/Israeli Jew, as you already know, I was often cautious about mentioning this
as I wasnt sure the reaction of others 
as I dunno from what I've seen in the world
, I just guess I'm sooooooooo cautious ! But I dont feel threatened here at MLK, I can finally be my self, let my hair/fur down 
!Looking forward to Christmas as well
! As I celebrate that too 
!I know (Seether-Driven Under) or now (GodSmack- I Stand Alone)<- Which i'm now playing on my PC, isnt exactly holiday music, yeah its angry/raging, but it soothes my raging, roaring hurting lioness soul from the constant mental emotional/physical agony inside me, but I NEED Something that MAKES the Pain Go Away for a while...As My Dark Mastress of Agony/Pain, she returneth so for my Tortured Lioness Body
.... Well my day was ok, I hugged my Daddy Lion for the first time in some years
, i had to do all I could not to run the other way, so I stiffened up got brave and charged him full Lioness bore four paws to the floor balls to the wall, full throttle!!I broke into an icy chilling cold sweat after the hugg, as I'm getting used to him loving me and me loving him, I learning to love him all over again as he is me his daughter too! Not easy for me to do, but I'm willing to make this relationship work, as is he! So please pray for me, keep me and him in youre thoughts and prayers. Well I must go, have an RP/Graphic to study!
Night Everyone~ 
**huggs tight** Thank you so much! Yeah its getting better by the day. 