I really wish I didn't get anxiety for no reason, it's becoming almost as bad as it used to be before and it's infuriating to the point of wanting to punch myself sometimes for having no right to be anxious about anything. Which doesn't really help the situation. Which makes me even angrier. It's a vicious cycle of BS and I hate it. Ugh, there's nothing wrong going on brain so why the hell are you looking for reasons to be upset over nothing.
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. I always ask how people are doing and yet no-one seems to ask me. I'm always the one to text first and I'm lucky if I get a response. I'm also often the one to start a conversation. I'm in SO much pain at the moment which is keeping me awake until silly o clock but if I mention it I'm "whining". I try and keep it bottled up but the pain is unbearable at times. But instead I get moaned at for stupid little things by my folks or I'm ignored. I really have had enough
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I'm sorry to hear that, Tsuki. I'm not too good at advice or anything like that, but if you need anyone to rant to, I'm always here. Just shoot me a PM whenever. 



