Haiku of some sort...

[Ushujaa]

Dear Chessie

i think i'm going crazy but it's just to soon to be sure... every day it gets harder and harder to keep control i just need a place to go, to get away from it all... School, my family, the dreams...
I decided to write some haiku of sorts to describe how it feels to be alone...

If the world could only see
the things that i have seen
though only in my dreams,


The whole world would weap and cry
i think it is to sad
to feel the way i feel now

I'm bleeding through my conscious
wether i'm awake or not
it feels like i am dieing

I wrote that from the heart, i can't stand the thought of living without you... so please come visit me in my dreams to let me know that all is well, in heaven...

With unmatched Love
Dean