love to whine every now and then
well I had a great weekend, I've been working for 8 days on a row, and today I am "weekending"
Would be nice, great, normally. But it is Monday so that means I got to clean the house and hang out alone and wait for the time to pass by. And the lonelyness and the mess in my head, the restlessness and the burden of the past keeps passing me by. Now since the heavy events of the past only happened 5 months ago, I am still in some process. I might need professional help, but I had that, and medication for depression, which I stopped. I don't trust medics and their pills, so I am just gonna live with this madness I guess.

missing the old deviantart...