Buffy wrote:Sad... it's been a week since I lost my dog.

*hugs*
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I'm feeling kind of crummy, I'm sick and I've just realized last night that a chapter of my life I thought was over is still affecting me, and I feel so pathetic and weak for letting someone unworthy of my time mess me up enough that it's caused most of my relationship problems over the past few years.
And it's annoying that I can't even wish it hadn't happened because if it hadn't I wouldn't have met my girlfriend, but I'm also sad because it may have messed me up for her, and cost me my best friend too, and it's not fair that a stupid jerk should make it so that I inadvertently drive away the people closest to me.
I hope he gets (or got) his comeuppance...