What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[Shadowfax]

Thanks. I haven't got as stressed as I usually do thankfully, but the stress is turning into me being down alot of the time instead. I just feel so angry and upset because three months ago everything was going our way which is why we decided it was time... But now... Feels like it's all gone backwards on us and everytime we come up with a solution, something kicks that down too. Literally feeling so useless and upset at the moment and I feel so bad for this child as it's mother can't even get a damn flat to live in.

[Si-Amber]

^ *hugs* You are FAR from useless, it's just crappy luck. Children are born in all sorts of circumstances. Yours will be loved and that is the most important thing. As I've always told you, you'll be a wonderful mother.

[Queen Elsa]

Haha. Still laughing at all of the auto corrects she put into her phone before swapping phones with him. She changed her name to "I like you", changed the word "phone" to say that she's "amazing", and changed "impossible" to "beautiful" (I had such a hard time not laughing at this one because I didn't want to wake anyone up at one in the morning ). Can't believe there's only one more full chapter before we reach the end. But, on the bright side, there's still his story.

[Shadowfax]

^ *hugs* You are FAR from useless, it's just crappy luck. Children are born in all sorts of circumstances. Yours will be loved and that is the most important thing. As I've always told you, you'll be a wonderful mother.

Thank you <3 I really hope so.
Just hope something turns up soon. x

[FlipMode]

I feel like such a scrounger doing this... But I need somewhere to live.... I can't cope with living in a box room away from my partner and dog for long... It's driving me slightly insane and making me get depressed again.... If he'd just agree to give the dog up (Which is the best option for us and her) we would both be able to stay at my mums...

If you ever need a place to stay, we still have the spare room here.
Not that it will really help you too much, it's still a box room and away from your partner.
But if it helps to have somewhere you can live comfortably and for cheap for a couple of months until a more ideal place you can live together is found then sure ^^

"Day off from the gym today. Just going to chill and play some games before I need to leave, I think. Good times."

[Queen Elsa]

Add that song to the list of songs that make me think of at least one of my favorite pairings.

[Marizzle]

Study. Books. Tests. I'm so tired.

[Tsuki]

I feel like such a scrounger doing this... But I need somewhere to live.... I can't cope with living in a box room away from my partner and dog for long... It's driving me slightly insane and making me get depressed again.... If he'd just agree to give the dog up (Which is the best option for us and her) we would both be able to stay at my mums...

I agree with Si. Your health is the most important thing now and stress isn't going to do you or the baby any good. So staying with your Mum is probably the best solution for now. Have you spoken to Jaime about Leila? Could Pam look after her for a bit until things have settled down a bit? I know Leila might be upset for a few days but I'm sure she'll manage and it'll be a weight of your shoulders for the time being. <3. And if you ever need a rant/chat I'm here for you. You know I am Biatch . <333

Thoughts: Meep! Got my first BSL Level 2 exam today and I'm so nervous because I've missed a few lessons due to being ill .

[Lauren]

I hope this hip pain is nothing serious.

[Queen Elsa]

I wonder when the next update is. Despite the fact that I kind of don't want to, since it's the last chapter, I know I'll probably count down the days. Considering it's the last chapter, I hope it's a decent size that covers a lot of material. :kiaraexcired: I'm really excited for his story to be updated as soon as this one's completed, too.