What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[Ninaroja]

Good things: I'm seeing my parents in the flesh tomorrow for the first time in something like 7-ish weeks
-I'll be seeing my sister for the first time in 8/9-ish weeks in about 5 days
- I'll get to see my friends for the first time in 8-ish weeks in about a week and a bit

Bad things:
-Need to tell my friends here that I'm leaving, and they have literally no idea
- Need to email a ton of people still (and all my teachers have sounded really sad when they replied)
- Recieved a ton of job rejections at once
-Anxiety is through the roof, once again

how the hell do I get myself into these situations?

[Carl]

^ Everything will work out, and your friends here at MLK will always be around to support you.

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It's so weird. It's like a part of me died. I haven't had any ideas about any stories for the last 30 hours. I usually get inspired by everything in some way or another.

[Ninaroja]

Thanks a lot Julie it's 4AM here and I've texted all my friends since I was far too scared to tell them out loud - they won't see it for hours but I am dreading the feedback
And MLK has been so beneficial these fast few difficult weeks - it's helped so much to be able to bounce my rants off of something to stop me from going completely insane. Love to all <3

[Carl]

^ I'm sure they'll understand and things will be fine. If you need to talk or rant, feel free to PM me.

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Anyone interested in RPing with me? Just something casual with my newish TLK-sona. I'm hoping casual RPs will revive my inspiration for writing. Anyone?

[The Spirit of Life]

@ Niña: I don't know how I missed it, but I only saw your thread about what you've been going through in the Member's Forum just now. I went through almost exactly the same experience as you did. I was 19, not 18, but apart from that, it sounds very similar. I lasted three months (and blew $15,000 in non-refundable money) in college before I dropped out and ended up with all big fat stinkin’ F’s on my transcripts because I left the classes past the last date to withdraw without receiving a grade. It was a total mess, and I had to fight to get to the point where I’m at now, but 5 years later, I’m so happy I made the choice to leave that program when I did. I love my Masters program that I’m studying now, and I’m infinitely happier with my life. Things DO get better, I swear. If you need to vent or want to talk, feel free to shoot me a PM. I’m always happy to chat

[UncoordinatedPisces]

I'm thinking that I could probably take a day off today without any repercussions, but is it really worth it?

[Buffy]

Whyyyyyy am I awake this late? D:

[Shadowfax]

All will work out Nina you will feel alot better when you see your parents. And remember... you are taking a GAP year and haven't closed the door on it completely. Jist view this as experience.

Im currently laughing my butt off. Some horse yard put up a nasty comment about my friend on Facebook. So I replied making them look like total idiots. Just logged in to see the comments been removed :p ha, I am a powerful enemy to make in the horse world *evil laugh*

[Carl]

What to do today?

Maybe I'll make some graphics and start planning my class schedule for the spring. I should go ahead and get started on that essay soon too, I've only got about 2 weeks left to write it.

[UncoordinatedPisces]

Can I be bothered to do homework after that bloody waste of time phone call? Not really.