Excited but Depressed...

Excited but Depressed...

Postby Tako » September 25th, 2014, 9:09 pm

Well my boyfriend just texted me, and *takes a deep breath. Inhales.* As I was saying he's... *cries* He's going to the Marines in 2017. And we always asked forever but, he might not be here for a long while... I'm still willing to sign up in the army... :C I love him so much... :cry: I know its not going to happen like its tomorrow or anything but, I don't want him hurt... I'm happy that is supporting America and everything but he won't be with me for a while. Since "someone" here said it's never going to last but I know it will. Long distance relationship, SUK MY A$$.
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Re: Excited but Depressed...

Postby Iri » September 25th, 2014, 9:52 pm

Aw, that's terrible. </3
I hope you feel better soon.
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Re: Excited but Depressed...

Postby Tako » September 25th, 2014, 10:07 pm

</3 I think I won't. :cry:
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Re: Excited but Depressed...

Postby Iri » September 25th, 2014, 10:18 pm

I'm not going to say that "oh, you'll just get over it".
But remember, Tacos, we're all here to help.
You don't want him getting hurt- that's perfectly understandable. Anyone would feel the exact same way. And we wouldn't want you getting hurt.
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Re: Excited but Depressed...

Postby lionobsession » September 25th, 2014, 10:18 pm

It will work Tacos! Believe in yourself, believe in him and believe in your relationship.
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Re: Excited but Depressed...

Postby Iri » September 25th, 2014, 11:08 pm

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Re: Excited but Depressed...

Postby Iri » September 25th, 2014, 11:10 pm

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Re: Excited but Depressed...

Postby Nine » September 26th, 2014, 1:41 pm

Oh...
I have never really had many boyfriends, so I don't know how it feels...
The good part is, you a Skype or call each other, well, if he can do that, I'm not sure. But, remember this:
It's alright to miss someone, but don't worry to much, I bet that he will be fine. I hope you feel better and that I haven't made you cry ;-; I'm not good at this stuff and I'm sorry.
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Re: Excited but Depressed...

Postby FeatheredSeclude » September 26th, 2014, 2:21 pm

That's definitely big news...
Personally, I've thought about it myself, joining the army, since I am 18 now, 19 in November.
But I have other things I want to do more, and killing people is something I don't think I could do, even if they were trying to kill me. But that could change when you're there. That and we ARE at war with Syria. Deaf con 4.
So hopefully we don't get any attacks, cuz that could draft people. Pray that does not happen!

I do respect him, a lot, to be willing to lay his life and everything in it on the line. So, I do hope and pray he is unharmed, for you Tacos. Even he's not left yet. XD
Agreeing with Iri, can't say you'll get over it, cuz I doubt it. I wouldn't. I've yet to get over some issues from a few years back, my 16 b-day, what happened did suck. I think the only thing that would let me get over it is having it undone.
Our home was declared condemned on my B-day, so yea. Then the nest three months were hell.

All I can say, don't let it discourage you or him in anyway, and always live life everyday like you're on your last. Best way to go. Honour others, treat other how you would like to be treated.
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Re: Excited but Depressed...

Postby Tako » September 26th, 2014, 11:12 pm

Yeah but what really worries me so much is that he has ADHD. I feel like he won't focus because of me. *sighs* And I do support and respect his decision and everything but, I don't want him gone.
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