by DGFone » September 9th, 2014, 8:14 am
While Delano did feel a lot better, he still wasn't so ready to be optimistic. "I don't know," he muttered, "well, I hope so, but... I don't know if I can just pretend that it will all be okay." On the other paw, how could he prepare for something like what had just happened? He wasn't awake, and as far as he was able to remember, he let go as soon as he was able to.
He didn't want to be so paranoid as to not let Akili sleep next to him in the den, but would he in fact need to? As much as Delano hated the thought and didn't want to really think about it, but Lina was right in that he could have very easily hurt or even killed his son. Is it a risk he was willing to take just for pride in thinking that he had the problem under control? Was it even a problem? So many questions that he didn't know, so as much as Delano wanted to feel like the worst was behind them, he simply wasn't able to.