What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[Gemini]

Wow. I already wanted to go to Scandinavia/Northern Europe anyway. But there's another reason to go now. lol (Especially Iceland. I would love to go there!)

I don't really know anything about Iceland, but after having been in Finland, I honestly can't fathom how I was ever able to live here, though. Before it was just life. It's like, I knew it was bad, but I didn't really realize how bad until I got back, if that makes sense. But at the same time, I now know things really can be good and much improved, so I'm like, simultaneously double stressed and yet actually motivated for once and it's weird.

Well, that's nice to hear. I dunno. I always complained to my dad about how I wanted to leave and he said it was mostly the same, if not worse, in other places, so that kind of discouraged me. Not to mention the fear of not fitting in with the native culture if I left and etc. Maybe that was why I was so sad for so long - I really thought that maybe it didn't get better anywhere else. Personally, though, I feel like I relate with a lot of the things you say and your mentality and just kinda where you're at, so to speak, so when you said you were really excited about Finland and really liked it there, it was... I dunno, kind of nice.

Guess I shouldn't give up on my dreams of Europe after all. I don't think anyone in my immediate family has been there but who knows, maybe I should give it a shot.

[Si-Amber]

The last time I was at my local job centre was my interview for Premier Inn back in 2006. Today, I'm going back to help recruit the next generation. Hope we find some great people.

[UncoordinatedPisces]

This time tomorrow...I'll be opening my results.

[Eli_Ayase]

"I know those lyric word by word, and how to pronounce them correctly and how to keep them in tones... But the voice keeps cracking <.< fun..."

[juhouh]

It's quite lonely over here

[Buffy]

Ugh, don't feel like working today.

[S1mb4 D4 L10n]

Contemplating the wholesome totally pg13 fanfic that Ninaroja and GeminiGemelo sent me yesterday.
I can't.

[Ninaroja]

^^

[Carl]

Well, that's nice to hear. I dunno. I always complained to my dad about how I wanted to leave and he said it was mostly the same, if not worse, in other places, so that kind of discouraged me. Not to mention the fear of not fitting in with the native culture if I left and etc. Maybe that was why I was so sad for so long - I really thought that maybe it didn't get better anywhere else. Personally, though, I feel like I relate with a lot of the things you say and your mentality and just kinda where you're at, so to speak, so when you said you were really excited about Finland and really liked it there, it was... I dunno, kind of nice.

Guess I shouldn't give up on my dreams of Europe after all. I don't think anyone in my immediate family has been there but who knows, maybe I should give it a shot.

My parents said that a lot too, mostly my dad. And my friends told me as much too. In fact there was one point a while back when Niña was complaining of her home country the way I talk about America and Regulus was like "See, other countries are just as bad. " Even still I couldn't give up the hope, because if nowhere was better than here, honestly I think I would just stop doing anything, because I've seen enough here, and if this is all there is... then what's the point? Now I'm trying to figure a way to get my parents over to Finland for a while so they'll understand why I want to move there, and maybe come themselves so I wouldn't have to travel so far for visits.

It's quite lonely over here

Lol, I remember it being like that the few times I got on in the day during my time over there. Everyone's busy at that time it seems.

[Eli_Ayase]

"Why do I feel like I'm sort of outcasted from everywhere... Meh."