Julie Skywalker wrote:Yeah I know, it's just kind of hard to adjust when you've gotten used to having someone around and then they just aren't.

And I'm going to find work so I'll be able to have more income for arranging things, just takes a bit of getting used to.
I totally know how you feel. It's s hard for me to leave my boyfriend when I have been around him for a while when we visit. And time goes by so fast because we always have so much fun together.
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I hate waking up sore all over my body. Not even taking a warm bath helps anymore! I really hope this gets fixed with my nurse or my doctor can do something about it because I am getting sick and tired of not being able to walk up our porch stairs, or the stairs in our house. I'm only 19 years old for crying out loud. I shouldn't have to deal with waking up and being so miserable because my back or my neck aches, or my legs are so stiff that it's hard to climb out of bed. That nurse had better do something about this when she gets here this afternoon and if she can't, I want a pain killer prescribed to me. I can't deal with this anymore. I was already sick and been in and out of the hospital. I don't need this crap now. I want to be healthy for once.
