Sorry for unloading all that on you, it's just I feel kinda like an outcast right now. My dad/best-friend-and-literally-the-only-person-I-had-throughout-my-entire-childhood-and-one-of-my-few-role-models is getting harassed by people at his new job right now. He's been working there not even six months and he hates it. His supervisor is literally considering filing sexual harassment charges on him because he was nice and bought her a soda. And she was just a total b*tch about it. It's like misandry/hating men is becoming so normal and mainstream that it galls me. And it's not the first time, really - he's been emotionally hurt and played and abused by women so often in his life, and yet there are still people who walk around acting like women are incapable of doing anything wrong in a relationship ever, and it's totally okay to hurt men like that because they're men and they don't have feelings.Thing is, I've seen the way my dad is treated over stupid things he can't control, like being white, or poor, or being the father of an autistic child, or being a single father, or divorcing his wife (even though she was diagnosed mentally ill and did a lot of things that still haunt me to this day), or whatever other thing he might have done wrong, and I don't want to end up lonely and misunderstood like that. But personally I don't think I have too much of a choice at this point. I really don't even like people that much anymore - haven't in years. Society can treat you like you're worthless but if you fight back then you're labelled an ass.
Frankly, though, I don't care anymore, as I said. Especially if there's a chance they'll leave me alone. If people try to bite me then I'm going to try my damnedest to bite back, and hard. I know it sounds bitter or whatever, but frankly, I feel like I have no choice sometimes. If they can't appreciate me while I'm nice, then they'll have to deal with me when I'm... well, not nice.
But thanks. <3 You guys are great. I know I must not be the only person that feels this way.
(I will switch the direction daily 
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I'm just really upset right now, I'll probably (hopefully) feel better when I wake up tomorrow. Plus he's planning on quitting and getting another job in six months anyway. Guess we just have to wait until then. 
. I'm so sorry 
