by Adofo » June 13th, 2014, 10:46 pm
Adofo: Well....you push others away. You want to know what others think........they want to show you love and compasion....but they're scared you'll push them away. Which.....you have in the past. But.....let me be the first to break that. Monifa........I love you. I love you so much! When you willingly joined the rouges.......my heart shattered. And it's been that way ever since. I wanted so bad to get you back. And I did! But.....you've always seemed miserable. Like you just wish the rouges came back, killed everyone and took you back in! That was actually I nightmare I had. And......even I was killed. You know you did it? .....You. I woke up.....and I couldn't sleep the rest of the night. I just stayed awake and.....between you and me......I cried all night long. I was so scared. YOur eyes were empty and cold. You had the biggest smile on your face.....and you did it so slowly......remember the night you woke up with my hoodie on? It was that night. I'm not scared of you, so is everyone else......we're scared of what you were......and I'm scared.....that THAT Monifa is still in there.........I love you. I just.....I want my Monifa back.