Left out and have been all day yesterday too because yesterday, it was my ex school girlfriend Joanne Myles's birthday here https://www.facebook.com/jo.myles.94#!/ ... 75?fref=ts and I wished more than ever that I could be with her to celebrate and sing as she blows the candles out. I didn't get her a card and gift because I don't think she cares about me anymore. She's on the left of that photo cover of hers. I spent all day yesterday playing songs on YouTube that were in the charts yesterday in years gone by so as to mark her birthday, mostly favourites of mine, but some which I find sad and make me cry the more I think about her because the lyrics suit my feelings for her. Then after I played every song I could, I watched my Budgie The Little Helicopter videos and wished more than ever that she could be sitting next to me as I watch them.
I'm sure that if I'd been with her, then we could have a disco by me playing the songs that are my favourites and were in the charts yesterday in years gone by on YouTube and dancing along with her to them. Then afterwards, I think she'd rather do what she wants instead of me offering her to watch Budgie The Little Helicopter on YouTube with me. Until joining Facebook in 2009 and seeing her profile, I didn't know that was her birthday as I know it is impolite revealing women's ages but since I joined the site on 12th February 2009, I have tried asking her lots of questions and telling her of all the new things I've learnt since we finished school in 2003 including my loving of Budgie The Little Helicopter, but she never replies at all. Did I offend her? Doesn't she like me anymore? Doesn't she know who I am? Is she too busy and has no time to reply let alone watch a DVD? Or is it because she goes out with her friends and if she tells her friends she doesn't want to come out because she wants to reply to me, her friends won't talk to her again and then she'll be all alone and won't have any friends at all like me?












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