Well... try drawing opposite to your mood? Think about something you enjoy, and try to draw that.
To me, I could be wrong, it sounds like you're trying to draw your pains out. Some pains honestly can't be drawn. I then try the opposite thing. Draw a happy character. Draw positively!


this site,is a more relaxed nature i think,and I'm fibre with that. Of course,if that's not what you want, DA is pretty awesome but do know no-one hates you. I respect any decision you make of course. c: