Flip_FTW wrote:Oh, right because today should be an awesome day that's why

lol, I know that feeling. It's awesome, isn't it?
But actually, I just realized that I haven't actually felt like this in ages. Not since June, I don't think. And before that, I don't even remember. There should be more than one day in a year when I actually look forward to doing things, or so I would think. I'm pretty sure it used to happen way more than that.
Do I not enjoy things like I used to? Is that what it is? Or is my perception clouded by nostalgia?

I dunno. Not saying I usually dread the next day, but something just doesn't seem right, here. The entire past year and a half or so has been boring as crap, even though I know that I actually have a lot to look forward to. I know I'd like to see some major changes in my life, but damn, I think the reality of that just hit me.
I'm not
really happy with the way things are at the moment, am I? Could it be possible that I'm just trying to convince myself that I am, for obvious reasons?