My Lion King Forum

thanigraphics · by **thanigraphics** » October 31st, 2009, 8:28 am

sorry everything has been too screwed lately I really can't go on like this. don't worry I won't harm myself or anyone....but I'm offline for a while.
I have thoughts I don't even want to describe, it might scare you guys, and, though it's halloween,

you really wouldn't like reading. basicly I am very very unhappy with my life and existance. I'm also even more depressed after stopping Light therapy. It helped for the time beeing, but now even that doesn't work anymore.
Now the travel agency even screwed up my well-deserved holiday trip, I worked so hard for it, and it was the only nice thing to look up to.

Sorry guys, I'm too sad and confused to be any contribution to the forum. Knowing myself, I won't be a nice person in my posts if I am like this.. I'll come up here when everything turns better. If it does.
Thanks for the good times everyone, big hug and I'll come back when I'm feeling in the mood for TEH LULZ again

KopsTheTerminator · by **KopsTheTerminator** » October 31st, 2009, 8:31 am

Aww, I'm so sorry about all that! I hope things will start getting better soon. :3

LadyAislinn · by **LadyAislinn** » October 31st, 2009, 8:36 am

I'm very sorry to hear this... I truly hope you find happiness in your life, wonderful and magical things are happening all around you. I know that sounds corny as hell and it is but it's also true, you just need to learn to see them. I wish you all the luck in the world my friend and I hope to hear from you again.

All my thoughts and hugs,
LadyAislinn

LadyAnette · by **LadyAnette** » October 31st, 2009, 8:50 am

I feel so sorry for you! But think of all the GOOD things you have! A house? Good friends? A family? Animals? You have MANY reasons to live! (not that I'm saying your going to commit suicide lol ^^) And remember, some things just don't go the way we want, it's just life. We've all had hard times. How about we share them with you?

Forever friends,
Kate

thanigraphics · by **thanigraphics** » October 31st, 2009, 10:05 am

Thanks guys....It's not that I don't appreciate the good things in life, it's just that I am mentally incapable of enjoying them. I am aware of the good people around me, the house I have, the job I have, and love. But when one little thing goes wrong, I collapse emotionally.

In my head I'm restless, but my body is tired. I want to sleep all day, but my mind won't let me have any rest. If I get 4 hrs sleep per night it's much....

and now I'm beeing screwed by this fraudulent company too.... it's just too much for me at the moment. Maybe another person would be able to stay calm and handle the situation.... but I tried everything, and they break their promises, have malafid information on their website, and I realized all this AFTER I payd my 400 bucks.

Mike · by **Mike** » October 31st, 2009, 1:38 pm

Everyone needs time now and then =) Don't worry about it. I hope you get things sorted quickly!

CheetahCat · by **CheetahCat** » October 31st, 2009, 1:50 pm

Sorry to hear about this my friend. I hope you'll get yourself back together.

SimbasMate · by **SimbasMate** » October 31st, 2009, 2:02 pm

It's sad to see you go, but I hope things for you get better. I have had A LOT of expericance with these things, trust me. >.> Anyway, I hope you get as better as you possibly can, and I really enjoyed having you on the forum. See you when you come back, my friend. *hugs*