What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[The Spirit of Life]

I should probably go to bed in the next hour.

[Carl]

^ R00d.

Anyway, hope that move goes well. Best of luck, and sorry things are so difficult right now.

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Sometimes I kind of wonder what the future holds. I kind of miss having someone, yet at the same time I just don't really have a clear visual of what things will be like for me. I can't see myself married and with kids, it just seems odd to me. I can't see myself being pregnant. I can't really see myself being a mother. If I were male, I feel like this would be easier for me... but I just don't know the first thing about being a mom, and I never had anyone to show me, either.

Being a "woman" just isn't really my shtick, I guess. So glad I live in a time and place where I can at least not be defined by that.

Thanks.

About the future... no one really knows what it holds. You've got some of what you want figured out, which is more than a lot of people your age. And nothing says you have to get married or have kids—if you find yourself happy on your own, that's okay. However if you do want to do those things one day, go for it, sure. Also, you wouldn't have to be pregnant if you do end up with kids one day, as adoption is possible. And finally, being a mom is the same as being a dad in most ways, and neither are things that have to be shown to someone. I know from having looked after my cousin that I could be a damn good parent, and I got thrown into taking care of him without having been taught anything when he was a baby.

Point is, do what you want, and if marriage and/or kids are involved in that, it doesn't necessarily mean you have to be a "woman."

[DGFone]

About to leave to visit family for the holidays. So excited!

[it means no worries]

Revising for politics is as dull as it sounds.

[Gemini]

(Some things that I was going to respond to earlier but I just now remembered whoops )

But thanks, dude. I appreciate it. I suppose I'm just kind of chilling here, ready for whatever life throws at me, but I'll have to see where I end up one of these days. I'm sure it'll all be okay in the end, it was just kind of a wishful thinking moment for me. Glad to hear everything is going well with you and your cousin, btw.

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OMG this video... too painful. Oh my goodness.

[The Spirit of Life]

Poor Carrie Fisher. I hope she pulls through

[Marizzle]

It's colder indoors than outdoors right now. How is that even possible.

[Gemini]

Dude, Interstellar is honestly the most relatable movie I've ever watched. Like the first part of it just feels exactly like my childhood for some reason, there's so many weird similarities and I've never seen a movie that actually does that. Really hits home.

Second time watching it and I cried again, not many movies make me cry but I mean the dad left and the daughter didn't even get to say goodbye that's so sad.

[Kiana]

Why is the one time I want to see the Octane BIG UNS 2016, the family decides our Christmas eve party would be early this year. I really hope they'll either do a replay or its somewhere online, because everything is always scheduled when there's something on T.V. I actually want to watch. (I don't have fast internet or that one thing you use to record shows like normal people).

[Marizzle]

Aren't we making a chocolate cake too? We always do that...