by Elton John » June 11th, 2016, 3:01 pm
Getting used to this cpap breathing machine has really affected me mentally. I'm slowly starting to get better sleep... When I do sleep... but wearing it is highly uncomfortable, and I have to readjust it several times per night. Which has caused me to wake up 5-10 times in the middle of the night every night.
Wearing such a thing makes me feel like such a defective human being. But if i don't wear it there's a strong possibility i could die in the middle of my sleep, my doctors said my sleep apnea was severe and that i might have to wear this thing for decades to normalize.
Why do we fall? So that we can learn to pick ourselves back up again.