What are you whining about RIGHT NOW?!

[Carl]

Well excuse you, Mr. DeviantArt-TLK-Group-Leader-Guy. The issue I was asking about had been resolved by another admin before you ever responded, did you think to read the "1 Reply" thing before talking to me like an idiot? I asked a serious question, another admin fixed the problem, and I thanked him/her. Now a day after it's been resolved you comment rudely with things I already know and you'd know I know if you'd read the other comments before posting? Is that necessary? Really?

[Tsuki]

^ Some people on dA are retarded. I've had to deal with a few group admins like that before now.

[Carl]

^ It's ridiculous, the groups I run I always check that kind of thing three or four times and make sure to treat everyone politely.

[Peanut]

Snow storm warning O.o

[Si-Amber]

4 hours sleep. Today is going to be a struggle!

[Carl]

Stupid rodents preventing my sleep!


I swear one just crawled against me inside my bed... made me flip my computer into the floor and hurt my finger... I guess I won't be sleeping at all tonight, not like this. It's getting worse and worse. I can't keep living like this.

[Arbystrider]

I have a keyboard in front of me with dazzling lighting effects and a blindingly bright blue backlight but that ONE red LED indicator on my wall-mounted fan just ticks me off infinitely.

[Tsuki]

[quote="Julie Skywalker"]Stupid rodents preventing my sleep!


I swear one just crawled against me inside my bed... made me flip my computer into the floor and hurt my finger... I guess I won't be sleeping at all tonight, not like this. It's getting worse and worse. I can't keep living like this. [/quote]

Nasty! I don't overly agree with traps but have you considered using humane ones?

And Ok....I'm now terrified. Apparently there are a few people going round dressed in creepy clown outfits (I mean like....terrfying outfits. ie IT outfits) and looking through people's windows. Hope they don't come here. I will actually go into cardiac arrest if that happened. The police are on the case but ugh *shudders*. Here is the article (imagine seeing THAT at your window)

http://www.burytimes.co.uk/news/10848842.Creepy_clown_hoax_alert_in_Radcliffe/?ref=rss&utm_medium=facebook&utm_source=twitterfeed

[Regulus]

^ Sweettooth!

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I'm whining because I'm tired of waiting for my life to get better in the future, and I want things to happen right now. Right now, at this very moment. Not in a month, not in five months, not in a year, not in five years. Now.

I'm tired of feeling lonely and unwanted, being pushed aside, and not being sure of where I actually belong, in the grand scheme of things. It needs to stop. I'm usually pretty good at dealing with such issues and keeping it to myself, but this isn't good for me. I know I haven't quite been myself at times; if you look at some of the things that I've been posting lately, this couldn't be more obvious.

This isn't something that just dawned on me. It's something that I've been keeping to myself ever since I graduated high school. Even though I didn't care for high school too much, I was really close to a few of my teachers, and I had a few classmates I could get along with. I just don't have that anymore, and it's affecting every aspect of my life in ways that I never would even have guessed.

Back then, I actually had motivation to learn, besides "this is what I need to do." I had some small sense of belonging, and some sense of happiness. I was satisfied. Although I often was alone, I never once felt like I was alone. I knew my place.

But that has changed.

Everyone has moved on, and I haven't. I'm still living in the past, and I'm not satisfied anymore. I have this persistent feeling that no one really knows who I am anymore--like I exist, but I don't really exist. I don't actually mean a damn thing to anyone, except my parents. It varies and fluctuates with time, but it's been with me for the past year and a half.

I'm tired of spending every hour of every day waiting for the next day to come, knowing that times will change and it'll be different in the future. In reality, it's preventing me from enjoying myself right now, and as such, all I'm doing is wishing my life away. Even though I'm being optimistic by hoping that I'll actually get what I want in the future, I know I'm actually hurting myself by thinking like this.

I need to stop. I know I should be able to appreciate what I have, but it's not that easy. What I have right now is not what I want right now, nor is it even possible for those two to coincide.

[Carl]

[quote="Tsuki"]Nasty! I don't overly agree with traps but have you considered using humane ones?[/quote]

We tried all the ones we could afford that wouldn't potentially hurt our dogs and cats. We tried glue traps, we tried the ones that snap, we tried a little packet thing that emitted a smell that was supposed to drive them off, we even tried soda traps that we made ourselves to cause them to die that way (we have been getting desperate for a while now), and we tried some other things I can't recall. We can't lay down any poison or anything like that cos it will affect our pets too, and we can't really afford to try anything else any more. =/

Our cats and dog are hunting them, but their success is minimal, unfortunately.