Stupid, stupid, stupid. That's what I am, for expecting my ex to treat me any differently, for believing my so-called best friend had the ability to stand up to her and for hoping that ANYBODY in that horrible group would actually consider how I feel. I cannot believe the nerve and the gutlessness of these people. They take herd mentality to a whole new level. I hope karma hits them like a train and they absolutely rot in the hell it puts them through. Awful, awful people. Not even people. Just scum.
I'm upset with my other friend who doesn't seem to be able to understand why I'm upset about this, despite the fact that everyone else can. I hate having to constantly justify why I feel the way I do, as if I'm not allowed to be hurt by things like this. Who could actually not feel horrible after going through that?
I try not to hate people, but I hate them so much. I hate them for the way they made me feel so lonely and so worthless. I will never forgive them for that.